Right now me sitting in my room…..trying to figure out what should I do?? Well Tomorrow I have 5 evaluations n believe me I haven’t even started for any. To be frank I think I won’t coz I jes don’t feel like..Came back 4m PUNJABI DHABBA…To be precise our only escape from the screwed up dinner of our lovely Mess…. especially on Sundays. This place is actually good when you need to have nice dinner for a decent price. Today I read few blogs so guess ussi ka asar hai..…..jes felt like writing…coz feeling very quirky….While coming back from the Dhabba n while walking on that dark empty road a sudden feeling of keeping quiet and hushed engulfed me…wanted to be with myself..it jes clicked that I haven’t been to our hostel terrace for quite a long time…I used to spent time there when I was upset, very happy or when I jes wanted to be me…..
Sundays are generally for lazing around n I did the same…after having my breakfast…around 11:30 came back to my room n felt like lying down…since then my thought process is at its peak…I was not thinking about something specific…but ya was quiet…n then felt asleep..Didn’t even realize when???? Got up at 12:55 to be precise through a message (Tata Indicom people are actually using hi-tech marketing strategies, coz their messages haunt me at 2:00 in the night sometimes) but to my surprise I had a sound sleep..n touchwood for that…went for lunch….then for tea…n even at tea while sitting on the terrace I was thinking something or the other…I don’t know how to put that in words..but today going out n sitting is taking me into my own world of thoughts……n I guess that was continued when I was walking down that empty road…on my way back to the hostel..I was hardly talking…. I m not sad I m sure of that but Ya..i m feeling different..ab what is this different???... is a million dollar question…..
Got a call for tomorrow’s Viva…yaikksss…I guess have to start..but not having the right mind set..chod yaar kaun karega abhi…mann nahi hai subah dekhte hai..wat say????yaar yeh padhai kissne banai..sachi ab bilkul feel nahi aata..kher…. Hmmm so where was I???? ya on me feeling different….everything is coming to my notice today…
While coming back to hostel after tea..I saw a laborer’s child crying at distant n rolling down in mud…even that caught my eyes n I felt like going there to find out the reason…pata nahi weird thing….
I was also thinking to myself…that things are gonna change drastically in the coming months….starting from me going home for 2 months after a long time n then joining my job..living in Mumbai etc etc etc…this is the time when I can actually be with myself..can be with my frenz and can actually be so free….. to be precise ;’Vallie’ is the word. Its not for the first time that this thought crossed my mind..but along wid this a lot of things were jes making a flash…at times words cannot express what you want to….
I was missing something…I was looking for something…and I am still in a hushed mood…n believe me this kinda feeling has come after a long time…..Things are running fine…but still…. You know what I want to do abhi...to go to a place where I can sit quietly….. watch stars ( I love that)…n jes listen to some very soft music…a place where there is an open sky….n me lying down with my thoughts…may sound filmy…but I really want to do that…I wanted to walk alone..to sit alone..to think alone….I guess I should paint/draw something…hmmm will do that…
Hey me feeling good after writing…I know I haven’t written anything worth…but I m feeling good…this quietness is actually soothing…I can hear my watch’s tick-tick in d room…shear silence….n I m loving this pin drop silence…. guess should stop writing…coz words are falling short for me being able to explain what I want to….newys but it helped..now I will draw something.
Hey thnks for bearing wid me…n would like to thank few… those who have started reading my blog…par yaar comment phone par nahi yaha diya karo…aaj kal logo ki badi fan following hoti hai…so atleast people like me would love to see few comments here on the site itself….n for those who were asking me about latest happenings of new year..well there are many..got my Offer letter…bahut jaldi mila..unexpected..so that was gr8…finished my BI project Finally (don’t even ask..thts a long story..uske liye ek alag blog dedicate karungi…kal k baad..tomorrow is the grand finale) went to Dhola ri Dhani...n finally got the tickets booked for all of us…isse zayada kuch batane ko hai nahi abhi…well I guess abhi ke liye its enough…
Started writing a blog with a different tone n finished with a different one..now that is the effect of Spontaneity and writing helps…
Will soon post another…on my BI project n our trip to Dhola ri dhani..till then cya…
Monday, January 21, 2008
Wednesday, January 2, 2008
Bonne Annee- Hope a Spanking One!!!
Wondering about the title…well I m trying to learn some new French words these days….yeah n I m njoying this… Bonne Annee means Happy New Year.
To keep up the track I thought - new year deserves a post…
First thing first- chalo bujho to jane …. According to my blog’s display name what should I be busy reading with the dawn of new year ?????
Hint- Virgo
Yeah 2008 Astrological changes.
I jes love reading about astrology, numerology and stuff…lately I came to know about 12 houses of the Zodiac Wheel. Each house has a unique environment and meaning.
Basically these 12 houses tells u about different aspect of luck, behavior, success etc etc
First 4 houses ( personal houses) includes – self, possessions, communications and siblings and the 4th Home n roots.
The next four (social houses) encaptures creativity n children, services n health, marriage n partnership, Death n Rebirth.
The last four (universal houses) includes mental exploration, career, friends n group, Karma n spiritual.
Now After this class of astrology ( I know for some, it would be like attending a boring lecture n waiting to get it over) I m thinking that I should rate 2007 with each of these houses…wat say ( yeah I m goona describe 2007 monthly---‘copyright-amateur’- jisko signal milna tha I guess usko mil gaya ho…so plz aage no ilzaam..coz I hv given u the copyright)…let me try….n I m enjoying this :
To begin with Last year’s New yr Celebration
Jan 2007- In pune…awesome !! jigyasa, Kriti n me along wid some other frenz enjoyed shaking our legs to the beats of new year party with the happ crowd of Pune…so in all a fun-filled affair…was cool n I think I can place it in the 11 House of frenz n grp.
Feb 2007- This I remember was the month of planning for jigyasa n me, exams approaching n we decided that this time no playing around…halaki we woke up late as always..kyunki abhi tak MBA for me proved an advanced version of CCP that I learnt diligently during my engineering (CCP is Cut Copy Paste) but we were satisfied by our hard work ( kitne dino baad khud ke liye hard work word use kiya hai ) so would club this month with the 6th house Service n Health which includes work, education n hard work.
March 2007- Well Well well all n all a professional month. Industry exposure with one of the hard core FMCG co. n my experience with all tempo walas n upcountry market..Frito lays ( gosh I learnt a lot of marketing gimmicks used by Sales Officer ;) )
N how can I forget my entrepreneur venture with network marketing so it’s a Third House that includes change in day to day activity, learnings new ventures.
April 2007- Got acquainted with SIP..uff difficult….n Our Sem results…hey both of us improved our CGPA n was a good feeling. Ehhhhhhh kinda achievement so may be 1st House- Self.
May 2007- Ahhhh my first cheque ( my first part time earning) n finally that khadoos Boss took my final presentation ( jiske liye usne mujhko bahut nachaya- k square n jis din meri pendrive uske laptop mein jaa kar corrupt ho gayi- tha na woh khud corrupted)
But kuch to hua so 2nd House- Possession.
June 2007- Mast ghar mein aish…dnt ask wht value that break had. Lots n lots of gud food after SIP’s crash crunch n delayed meals. Fultoosh aalas, weight gain ( fit), jhakas photo-shoto etc etc …so 4th House- Home n roots.
July 2007- Back to pavilion…to Hyderabad, our campus, n was a good feeling to be back on toes after the needful, though took some time to get into the time table. Can put it into 12th House back to my karma.
August 2007- Festive season, planning of going home at Rakhi, when we were 27 people at one place after a long long time n that emotional feeling of being together with ur family was great. Goes to hmmmm 7th House- social events n relationships.
September 2007- he he he as always my bday n exams, (choli daman ka saath since 5 yrs) but dis time my bday overhauled the exam fever, n I was dragged into mud, was bathed with stinking Dal..yaiikkkkkkksssssss..my jeans is still lying unattended in d balcony so cant put it in any house exactly but ya can be fitted in 5th House of fun, gifts and n challenges ( exams).
October 2007- Don’t ask a tensed month, actually a process of shaping my career started in dis month- Placement, interviews, no serious classes but brainstorming. Well struggle make u strong n hence 9th House of Mental exploration.
November 2007- the battle continues, no relief n to add on the pain, I missed marriages of my very close fren n sis…heart breaking,nothing happening, trauma etc etc so definitely 8th House of Death n Rebirth.
December 2007- Mixed , emotionally low but professionally a feat, but the best thing that happened was ME placed finally with good offer, so my career shaping n what a relief!!!! So definitely 10th house of Career.
Uff finally Mission Accomplished, great job, now I know I will never forget these houses n here my sphere of knowledge increases when it comes to astrology. Hence this was a crash course/ summary through a different topic of my interest of the year 2007…wat say…wat about 2008…well new job, new city, new n content feel of being independent financially n then u never know what you have for u in store but I hope I manage things n be successful in the work culture and then I thought of a line which I think is true for most of us: One of the finest morale boosters you can have, goes like this- “The best thing that ever happened to me Is Me, Myself”. So kabhi kabhi isko kaam mein le lenge…
Chalo Hope all of us have a rocking year ahead….cya…
To keep up the track I thought - new year deserves a post…
First thing first- chalo bujho to jane …. According to my blog’s display name what should I be busy reading with the dawn of new year ?????
Hint- Virgo
Yeah 2008 Astrological changes.
I jes love reading about astrology, numerology and stuff…lately I came to know about 12 houses of the Zodiac Wheel. Each house has a unique environment and meaning.
Basically these 12 houses tells u about different aspect of luck, behavior, success etc etc
First 4 houses ( personal houses) includes – self, possessions, communications and siblings and the 4th Home n roots.
The next four (social houses) encaptures creativity n children, services n health, marriage n partnership, Death n Rebirth.
The last four (universal houses) includes mental exploration, career, friends n group, Karma n spiritual.
Now After this class of astrology ( I know for some, it would be like attending a boring lecture n waiting to get it over) I m thinking that I should rate 2007 with each of these houses…wat say ( yeah I m goona describe 2007 monthly---‘copyright-amateur’- jisko signal milna tha I guess usko mil gaya ho…so plz aage no ilzaam..coz I hv given u the copyright)…let me try….n I m enjoying this :
To begin with Last year’s New yr Celebration
Jan 2007- In pune…awesome !! jigyasa, Kriti n me along wid some other frenz enjoyed shaking our legs to the beats of new year party with the happ crowd of Pune…so in all a fun-filled affair…was cool n I think I can place it in the 11 House of frenz n grp.
Feb 2007- This I remember was the month of planning for jigyasa n me, exams approaching n we decided that this time no playing around…halaki we woke up late as always..kyunki abhi tak MBA for me proved an advanced version of CCP that I learnt diligently during my engineering (CCP is Cut Copy Paste) but we were satisfied by our hard work ( kitne dino baad khud ke liye hard work word use kiya hai ) so would club this month with the 6th house Service n Health which includes work, education n hard work.
March 2007- Well Well well all n all a professional month. Industry exposure with one of the hard core FMCG co. n my experience with all tempo walas n upcountry market..Frito lays ( gosh I learnt a lot of marketing gimmicks used by Sales Officer ;) )
N how can I forget my entrepreneur venture with network marketing so it’s a Third House that includes change in day to day activity, learnings new ventures.
April 2007- Got acquainted with SIP..uff difficult….n Our Sem results…hey both of us improved our CGPA n was a good feeling. Ehhhhhhh kinda achievement so may be 1st House- Self.
May 2007- Ahhhh my first cheque ( my first part time earning) n finally that khadoos Boss took my final presentation ( jiske liye usne mujhko bahut nachaya- k square n jis din meri pendrive uske laptop mein jaa kar corrupt ho gayi- tha na woh khud corrupted)
But kuch to hua so 2nd House- Possession.
June 2007- Mast ghar mein aish…dnt ask wht value that break had. Lots n lots of gud food after SIP’s crash crunch n delayed meals. Fultoosh aalas, weight gain ( fit), jhakas photo-shoto etc etc …so 4th House- Home n roots.
July 2007- Back to pavilion…to Hyderabad, our campus, n was a good feeling to be back on toes after the needful, though took some time to get into the time table. Can put it into 12th House back to my karma.
August 2007- Festive season, planning of going home at Rakhi, when we were 27 people at one place after a long long time n that emotional feeling of being together with ur family was great. Goes to hmmmm 7th House- social events n relationships.
September 2007- he he he as always my bday n exams, (choli daman ka saath since 5 yrs) but dis time my bday overhauled the exam fever, n I was dragged into mud, was bathed with stinking Dal..yaiikkkkkkksssssss..my jeans is still lying unattended in d balcony so cant put it in any house exactly but ya can be fitted in 5th House of fun, gifts and n challenges ( exams).
October 2007- Don’t ask a tensed month, actually a process of shaping my career started in dis month- Placement, interviews, no serious classes but brainstorming. Well struggle make u strong n hence 9th House of Mental exploration.
November 2007- the battle continues, no relief n to add on the pain, I missed marriages of my very close fren n sis…heart breaking,nothing happening, trauma etc etc so definitely 8th House of Death n Rebirth.
December 2007- Mixed , emotionally low but professionally a feat, but the best thing that happened was ME placed finally with good offer, so my career shaping n what a relief!!!! So definitely 10th house of Career.
Uff finally Mission Accomplished, great job, now I know I will never forget these houses n here my sphere of knowledge increases when it comes to astrology. Hence this was a crash course/ summary through a different topic of my interest of the year 2007…wat say…wat about 2008…well new job, new city, new n content feel of being independent financially n then u never know what you have for u in store but I hope I manage things n be successful in the work culture and then I thought of a line which I think is true for most of us: One of the finest morale boosters you can have, goes like this- “The best thing that ever happened to me Is Me, Myself”. So kabhi kabhi isko kaam mein le lenge…
Chalo Hope all of us have a rocking year ahead….cya…
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