Wondering about the title…well I m trying to learn some new French words these days….yeah n I m njoying this… Bonne Annee means Happy New Year.
To keep up the track I thought - new year deserves a post…
First thing first- chalo bujho to jane …. According to my blog’s display name what should I be busy reading with the dawn of new year ?????
Hint- Virgo
Yeah 2008 Astrological changes.
I jes love reading about astrology, numerology and stuff…lately I came to know about 12 houses of the Zodiac Wheel. Each house has a unique environment and meaning.
Basically these 12 houses tells u about different aspect of luck, behavior, success etc etc
First 4 houses ( personal houses) includes – self, possessions, communications and siblings and the 4th Home n roots.
The next four (social houses) encaptures creativity n children, services n health, marriage n partnership, Death n Rebirth.
The last four (universal houses) includes mental exploration, career, friends n group, Karma n spiritual.
Now After this class of astrology ( I know for some, it would be like attending a boring lecture n waiting to get it over) I m thinking that I should rate 2007 with each of these houses…wat say ( yeah I m goona describe 2007 monthly---‘copyright-amateur’- jisko signal milna tha I guess usko mil gaya ho…so plz aage no ilzaam..coz I hv given u the copyright)…let me try….n I m enjoying this :
To begin with Last year’s New yr Celebration
Jan 2007- In pune…awesome !! jigyasa, Kriti n me along wid some other frenz enjoyed shaking our legs to the beats of new year party with the happ crowd of Pune…so in all a fun-filled affair…was cool n I think I can place it in the 11 House of frenz n grp.
Feb 2007- This I remember was the month of planning for jigyasa n me, exams approaching n we decided that this time no playing around…halaki we woke up late as always..kyunki abhi tak MBA for me proved an advanced version of CCP that I learnt diligently during my engineering (CCP is Cut Copy Paste) but we were satisfied by our hard work ( kitne dino baad khud ke liye hard work word use kiya hai ) so would club this month with the 6th house Service n Health which includes work, education n hard work.
March 2007- Well Well well all n all a professional month. Industry exposure with one of the hard core FMCG co. n my experience with all tempo walas n upcountry market..Frito lays ( gosh I learnt a lot of marketing gimmicks used by Sales Officer ;) )
N how can I forget my entrepreneur venture with network marketing so it’s a Third House that includes change in day to day activity, learnings new ventures.
April 2007- Got acquainted with SIP..uff difficult….n Our Sem results…hey both of us improved our CGPA n was a good feeling. Ehhhhhhh kinda achievement so may be 1st House- Self.
May 2007- Ahhhh my first cheque ( my first part time earning) n finally that khadoos Boss took my final presentation ( jiske liye usne mujhko bahut nachaya- k square n jis din meri pendrive uske laptop mein jaa kar corrupt ho gayi- tha na woh khud corrupted)
But kuch to hua so 2nd House- Possession.
June 2007- Mast ghar mein aish…dnt ask wht value that break had. Lots n lots of gud food after SIP’s crash crunch n delayed meals. Fultoosh aalas, weight gain ( fit), jhakas photo-shoto etc etc …so 4th House- Home n roots.
July 2007- Back to pavilion…to Hyderabad, our campus, n was a good feeling to be back on toes after the needful, though took some time to get into the time table. Can put it into 12th House back to my karma.
August 2007- Festive season, planning of going home at Rakhi, when we were 27 people at one place after a long long time n that emotional feeling of being together with ur family was great. Goes to hmmmm 7th House- social events n relationships.
September 2007- he he he as always my bday n exams, (choli daman ka saath since 5 yrs) but dis time my bday overhauled the exam fever, n I was dragged into mud, was bathed with stinking Dal..yaiikkkkkkksssssss..my jeans is still lying unattended in d balcony so cant put it in any house exactly but ya can be fitted in 5th House of fun, gifts and n challenges ( exams).
October 2007- Don’t ask a tensed month, actually a process of shaping my career started in dis month- Placement, interviews, no serious classes but brainstorming. Well struggle make u strong n hence 9th House of Mental exploration.
November 2007- the battle continues, no relief n to add on the pain, I missed marriages of my very close fren n sis…heart breaking,nothing happening, trauma etc etc so definitely 8th House of Death n Rebirth.
December 2007- Mixed , emotionally low but professionally a feat, but the best thing that happened was ME placed finally with good offer, so my career shaping n what a relief!!!! So definitely 10th house of Career.
Uff finally Mission Accomplished, great job, now I know I will never forget these houses n here my sphere of knowledge increases when it comes to astrology. Hence this was a crash course/ summary through a different topic of my interest of the year 2007…wat say…wat about 2008…well new job, new city, new n content feel of being independent financially n then u never know what you have for u in store but I hope I manage things n be successful in the work culture and then I thought of a line which I think is true for most of us: One of the finest morale boosters you can have, goes like this- “The best thing that ever happened to me Is Me, Myself”. So kabhi kabhi isko kaam mein le lenge…
Chalo Hope all of us have a rocking year ahead….cya…
Wednesday, January 2, 2008
Thursday, December 20, 2007
Po$T PL@CEMENT El@t!ON
12TH December
Finally the day is here when I can feel the feeling of being EMPLOYED… as I promised to post one soon after my PPT Blog..so here I go….
yeah as rightly said patience pays…yes it does..still cant believe that I got an option to choose a company when people are actually waiting for one. Lets take it one by one…..Yesterday 11th December was the day when at 12:05 to be precise I got a call from one of my batchmates that The Results are about to come for the Company called Mphasis whose process was on Wednesday and result was suppose to come on Friday(48 hours according to them), but as it is said ‘all good things take some time’…and so it took ample time…. so much so..that those three days I was not able to sleep..was lost in my own thoughts with a scary feeling of returning to square one….. the result came out on Tuesday…n I stood for good half an hour outside the faculty’s cabin along wid others..and only one thought coming in my mind..now what????
Was actually blank…how will I take it….n then finally the mail opened..thnk God…. Our Net connection works so well with the urgency of work and works when required ( ask us) I got to know that out of 14 students, 12 have been selected…n as always I was not very sure (though I wanted to be) and for the first time I realized that u see what u want to c… as I was skeptical I was not able to find my name in the list and that feeling was killing I swear…..my name was at 11th number and u need to scroll it down in order to c….ufffffffffff that was the time when I got back into my senses…n eventually could take it as being selected..msgd Jigyasa, Mr Gemini n Thompson..n called DAD…..n that voice is still with me :) He sounded so satisfied..ke kept quiet for few seconds…n said..Thank You Beta…I had tears in my Eyes..n I knw Pop’s was also on the same side jes not being so expressive..then I called MOM…oh my goshhhhh…she actually jumped and shouted like any other kid….they were more than tensed…I shared each n every feeling of mine wid them…n that too every single day. I have a Blessed relationship wid them n Touchwood for that…That is what I treasure the most in my life….then what…called Kriti, chachu, chuha, rasgulla, swati di, ankur and the list continues…Here, all my frenz were having class :( , wanted them to come asap coz I myself still haven’t reacted at all :(
I was roaming here n there, talking over phone..jigyasa was calling me continuosly but me already over phone then I called n she on second call…nothing happening..then I saw her running down in search of me…Ahhh we finally met… hugged each other :) ..….then uncle (jigyasa’s dad) called n talked to me…he said such encouraging words..n blessed me that I could not control n tears finally rolled down my cheeks……jigyasa n me were waiting for the other two to come…waiting for their so called work to finish..some miscommunication…reactions…..mood offs…crying shying n then all set….sometimes things jes do not happen at the rite time but at least ends rightly….then what I went back to my room n guess what??? What should be my first action plan….?????? Yeahhhhhh tickets to Homiwood…Ajmer…got them booked ....by 4…n here comes the second confirmation…..4:17 to be precise..i got a call 4m Major chand…that I made it to Research International too, whose process was on Friday…n I was re-interviewed by them on 10th night… N hey here I was with two best offers..One in IT company n one in Global Research firm… called back Mom n dad…. the feeling was overwhelming..n that forced me to change my status msg in Gtalk that said…” One in hand is better than two in Bush!!! Naahhhh Two is Awesome…Finally Placed n placed at the right place!!! “.
Today when I look back..all those days of tension, trauma, negativity, thinking what went wrong comes as a flash in front of me..and reflects that..its not YOU..its Ur Day that makes the difference. I prepared alike for every company I sat for…was being very selective, was giving my best but nothing was happening the way I wanted to…n here comes the day..when the sun is smiling at me…when I can say that I Rock!!!! N yes I have Done it…feeling Relaxed!!!!! Still that feeling is taking time to sink in….n hey hey Thanks to all my frenz who’ve been so tolerant wid my mood swings and have supported me…n sorry for the delay frenz…I knw u ppl haven’t celebrated yet…but now we will n can have a blast!!!!...New year is ahead…n no one is here to stop Us!!!! So way to go n rejoice…n what more can I ask for…I m going Home finally on 18th Dec… All is Well if it Ends Well….cheers
Finally the day is here when I can feel the feeling of being EMPLOYED… as I promised to post one soon after my PPT Blog..so here I go….
yeah as rightly said patience pays…yes it does..still cant believe that I got an option to choose a company when people are actually waiting for one. Lets take it one by one…..Yesterday 11th December was the day when at 12:05 to be precise I got a call from one of my batchmates that The Results are about to come for the Company called Mphasis whose process was on Wednesday and result was suppose to come on Friday(48 hours according to them), but as it is said ‘all good things take some time’…and so it took ample time…. so much so..that those three days I was not able to sleep..was lost in my own thoughts with a scary feeling of returning to square one….. the result came out on Tuesday…n I stood for good half an hour outside the faculty’s cabin along wid others..and only one thought coming in my mind..now what????
Was actually blank…how will I take it….n then finally the mail opened..thnk God…. Our Net connection works so well with the urgency of work and works when required ( ask us) I got to know that out of 14 students, 12 have been selected…n as always I was not very sure (though I wanted to be) and for the first time I realized that u see what u want to c… as I was skeptical I was not able to find my name in the list and that feeling was killing I swear…..my name was at 11th number and u need to scroll it down in order to c….ufffffffffff that was the time when I got back into my senses…n eventually could take it as being selected..msgd Jigyasa, Mr Gemini n Thompson..n called DAD…..n that voice is still with me :) He sounded so satisfied..ke kept quiet for few seconds…n said..Thank You Beta…I had tears in my Eyes..n I knw Pop’s was also on the same side jes not being so expressive..then I called MOM…oh my goshhhhh…she actually jumped and shouted like any other kid….they were more than tensed…I shared each n every feeling of mine wid them…n that too every single day. I have a Blessed relationship wid them n Touchwood for that…That is what I treasure the most in my life….then what…called Kriti, chachu, chuha, rasgulla, swati di, ankur and the list continues…Here, all my frenz were having class :( , wanted them to come asap coz I myself still haven’t reacted at all :(
I was roaming here n there, talking over phone..jigyasa was calling me continuosly but me already over phone then I called n she on second call…nothing happening..then I saw her running down in search of me…Ahhh we finally met… hugged each other :) ..….then uncle (jigyasa’s dad) called n talked to me…he said such encouraging words..n blessed me that I could not control n tears finally rolled down my cheeks……jigyasa n me were waiting for the other two to come…waiting for their so called work to finish..some miscommunication…reactions…..mood offs…crying shying n then all set….sometimes things jes do not happen at the rite time but at least ends rightly….then what I went back to my room n guess what??? What should be my first action plan….?????? Yeahhhhhh tickets to Homiwood…Ajmer…got them booked ....by 4…n here comes the second confirmation…..4:17 to be precise..i got a call 4m Major chand…that I made it to Research International too, whose process was on Friday…n I was re-interviewed by them on 10th night… N hey here I was with two best offers..One in IT company n one in Global Research firm… called back Mom n dad…. the feeling was overwhelming..n that forced me to change my status msg in Gtalk that said…” One in hand is better than two in Bush!!! Naahhhh Two is Awesome…Finally Placed n placed at the right place!!! “.
Today when I look back..all those days of tension, trauma, negativity, thinking what went wrong comes as a flash in front of me..and reflects that..its not YOU..its Ur Day that makes the difference. I prepared alike for every company I sat for…was being very selective, was giving my best but nothing was happening the way I wanted to…n here comes the day..when the sun is smiling at me…when I can say that I Rock!!!! N yes I have Done it…feeling Relaxed!!!!! Still that feeling is taking time to sink in….n hey hey Thanks to all my frenz who’ve been so tolerant wid my mood swings and have supported me…n sorry for the delay frenz…I knw u ppl haven’t celebrated yet…but now we will n can have a blast!!!!...New year is ahead…n no one is here to stop Us!!!! So way to go n rejoice…n what more can I ask for…I m going Home finally on 18th Dec… All is Well if it Ends Well….cheers
Will this Endurance Pay????
7th December
Today is the most imp day for me. I am anxiously waiting for the final result of Mphasis..n rite now sitting in seminar hall n waiting for TATA TECHNOLOGIES, most awaited company for which I did not go to my sis marriage and yet another company research international will be starting at 10:30
There are so many things going on in my mind…yesterday I was not feeling that gr8…cold n fever..was in my room the entire day…n by evening my headache was taking a step ahead….lying down helped but the continuous thought process did not….n I could not help…
On Wednesday I appeared for MPHASIS-EDS company with loads of doubts in my mind..about the company, about the package..profile was good enough..no doubt…but was skeptical about the company n the package….cant explain why I was so much concerned for package…I know I don’t have to repay a loan..but I have a very imp thing to take into hands after my job..and that is my priority…neways…in all that hap-hop…I submitted my resume..n then talked to Swati di about the company..she assured me of the profile as well as the company..so I was little bit more towards being serious for it..but still not that confident..finally I decided to give a good shot at GD and then later on negotiate during interview..not advisable I know..but that was the thing that helped me to move on…to be honest. The GD topic was vague…Passive Smoking is equally harmful;
I spoke, will give myself 6/10 as compared to my earlier performance and then got a call that I have cleared GD..interview went well and as soon as I reached room I got a call from one of the placement reps that I’ve been called by the HR lady of the company. Finally got the news that 99 percent have made it..but still some formalities remaining from their TL’s n that will take some time…lets c…I m actually finding myself in a very confused state..where to go how to choose..I guess time will have the answer for me…cant’t write in much detail abhi…these people can start anytime..but one thing for sure..I would luv..if I can make through both the companies today as well…I know bit greedy :) but I wanna be very sure for what I am Opting..lets c…I guess Research is not a bad option..this field is of my interest and I guess the package is also good….Goshhhhh…can’t I have a crystal ball in which I can c …what is in store for me…this patience is tough to keep…n is killing me…
Hey these people have started…I guess should show them some decency…n close my laptop…till then please pray that I get the best n I will keep u all posted…abhi tata
Today is the most imp day for me. I am anxiously waiting for the final result of Mphasis..n rite now sitting in seminar hall n waiting for TATA TECHNOLOGIES, most awaited company for which I did not go to my sis marriage and yet another company research international will be starting at 10:30
There are so many things going on in my mind…yesterday I was not feeling that gr8…cold n fever..was in my room the entire day…n by evening my headache was taking a step ahead….lying down helped but the continuous thought process did not….n I could not help…
On Wednesday I appeared for MPHASIS-EDS company with loads of doubts in my mind..about the company, about the package..profile was good enough..no doubt…but was skeptical about the company n the package….cant explain why I was so much concerned for package…I know I don’t have to repay a loan..but I have a very imp thing to take into hands after my job..and that is my priority…neways…in all that hap-hop…I submitted my resume..n then talked to Swati di about the company..she assured me of the profile as well as the company..so I was little bit more towards being serious for it..but still not that confident..finally I decided to give a good shot at GD and then later on negotiate during interview..not advisable I know..but that was the thing that helped me to move on…to be honest. The GD topic was vague…Passive Smoking is equally harmful;
I spoke, will give myself 6/10 as compared to my earlier performance and then got a call that I have cleared GD..interview went well and as soon as I reached room I got a call from one of the placement reps that I’ve been called by the HR lady of the company. Finally got the news that 99 percent have made it..but still some formalities remaining from their TL’s n that will take some time…lets c…I m actually finding myself in a very confused state..where to go how to choose..I guess time will have the answer for me…cant’t write in much detail abhi…these people can start anytime..but one thing for sure..I would luv..if I can make through both the companies today as well…I know bit greedy :) but I wanna be very sure for what I am Opting..lets c…I guess Research is not a bad option..this field is of my interest and I guess the package is also good….Goshhhhh…can’t I have a crystal ball in which I can c …what is in store for me…this patience is tough to keep…n is killing me…
Hey these people have started…I guess should show them some decency…n close my laptop…till then please pray that I get the best n I will keep u all posted…abhi tata
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
I Fall n I pick myself...I despair yet I believe...yeah tough one
When things are out of your control n u feel so helpless believe me it pains. Even if u try hard to smile u can’t.
I thought I would not be able to handle the stress and have to compromise for things that means a lot to me…but finally I succeeded having a middle path….confused???? Well to be very frank even I don’t know how to put it…Okie lemme try!!!!
I realized that I was moving towards things that would lead me nowhere….n was being extremely negative, was not ready to accept things which were so obvious and made so very clear by others all the time….. coz certain things when u don’t get even after asking for It ( when it should not be asked for) they are not meant for u…or I can put it like this its easier when you accept things ….Its easier said than done believe me….
I was awfully upset for last few days :( was trying to come over things that were piling up for so long and came as a flank to me. I was trying to figure out Y always me?? Sounds cliché but this question is the first one to creep in your mind when things don’t work the way you want them to. It was not placements !!!!! It was something else that was bothering me.
Tough to explain…but one thing I realized for sure; that in all this crap, this sentimental traumas, mood swings I had lost myself, my priorities, my interest and that too for those who don’t even……well want to fill up the blank but I guess its fine like that :)
I was happy enough to have a penchant for everything I do, be it painting, singing, dancing, writing, cooking, sports, talking etc etc…you name it n I can do it…or atleast tried a hand on it ( writing this boosts up my morale :)) but I don’t remember the time when I motivated myself to pursue them as passionately as I used to….My frenz called me chatar patar, mirchi, nautanki n wht not…but lately realized that coz of too much analysis n not allowing this to let go…..I was becoming a completely different person…
It is said that – More you run after things more they run from you…n that’s true…I have to allow things to happen…to face them n to avoid things which are not worth giving a thought or time…..It took me some time but I learnt that its not always important to be right in every aspect…n you should not keep yourself so bounded always…..mann hai to hai….
You should have seen me few days back…I was Quiet, n tensed…didn’t even spoke to my near n dear ones, wanted to but did’nt…not even followed my schedule….and was thinking hw does it makes a difference to anyone…how does it matter?? everyone is busy with their chores…but that matters…n if not to anyone… to me it does…….I wanted to figure out things…n I needed time…till yesterday I was trying way too hard…..Thanks to Ms Kriti Palawat…she has all ears for me..to support me out n out…..I have started being myself for a change…after a long time….its quite possible that people around me must me thinking what a weirdo…till yesterday she was not even responding properly and today all happy n gay…but trust me it took a lot of effort…a LOT means a LOT…
Bhai called up today…n he read my blogs ..he was like…"di do u write only when u r upset????…coz this is not u" :) He said…can’t u apply Jo Hoga Dekha Jayega wala attitude…. Well he was trying to explain his part…cute :) ….n that answered my question….
May be things not taking a right turn, but you can make them turn the rite way through your thoughts…..and your attitude….
No more trials no more if’s….jes being myself will help me…I know…..
I should write often…not only when I m upset…coz I guess my Bro will get upset then; he he he…He actually sounded concerned…for her elder sis …well good for me…will soon post another one…something there in my mind….till the time come….u all njoy….cya...
I thought I would not be able to handle the stress and have to compromise for things that means a lot to me…but finally I succeeded having a middle path….confused???? Well to be very frank even I don’t know how to put it…Okie lemme try!!!!
I realized that I was moving towards things that would lead me nowhere….n was being extremely negative, was not ready to accept things which were so obvious and made so very clear by others all the time….. coz certain things when u don’t get even after asking for It ( when it should not be asked for) they are not meant for u…or I can put it like this its easier when you accept things ….Its easier said than done believe me….
I was awfully upset for last few days :( was trying to come over things that were piling up for so long and came as a flank to me. I was trying to figure out Y always me?? Sounds cliché but this question is the first one to creep in your mind when things don’t work the way you want them to. It was not placements !!!!! It was something else that was bothering me.
Tough to explain…but one thing I realized for sure; that in all this crap, this sentimental traumas, mood swings I had lost myself, my priorities, my interest and that too for those who don’t even……well want to fill up the blank but I guess its fine like that :)
I was happy enough to have a penchant for everything I do, be it painting, singing, dancing, writing, cooking, sports, talking etc etc…you name it n I can do it…or atleast tried a hand on it ( writing this boosts up my morale :)) but I don’t remember the time when I motivated myself to pursue them as passionately as I used to….My frenz called me chatar patar, mirchi, nautanki n wht not…but lately realized that coz of too much analysis n not allowing this to let go…..I was becoming a completely different person…
It is said that – More you run after things more they run from you…n that’s true…I have to allow things to happen…to face them n to avoid things which are not worth giving a thought or time…..It took me some time but I learnt that its not always important to be right in every aspect…n you should not keep yourself so bounded always…..mann hai to hai….
You should have seen me few days back…I was Quiet, n tensed…didn’t even spoke to my near n dear ones, wanted to but did’nt…not even followed my schedule….and was thinking hw does it makes a difference to anyone…how does it matter?? everyone is busy with their chores…but that matters…n if not to anyone… to me it does…….I wanted to figure out things…n I needed time…till yesterday I was trying way too hard…..Thanks to Ms Kriti Palawat…she has all ears for me..to support me out n out…..I have started being myself for a change…after a long time….its quite possible that people around me must me thinking what a weirdo…till yesterday she was not even responding properly and today all happy n gay…but trust me it took a lot of effort…a LOT means a LOT…
Bhai called up today…n he read my blogs ..he was like…"di do u write only when u r upset????…coz this is not u" :) He said…can’t u apply Jo Hoga Dekha Jayega wala attitude…. Well he was trying to explain his part…cute :) ….n that answered my question….
May be things not taking a right turn, but you can make them turn the rite way through your thoughts…..and your attitude….
No more trials no more if’s….jes being myself will help me…I know…..
I should write often…not only when I m upset…coz I guess my Bro will get upset then; he he he…He actually sounded concerned…for her elder sis …well good for me…will soon post another one…something there in my mind….till the time come….u all njoy….cya...
Saturday, November 17, 2007
The Writing phase leading to Phrases
18 Nov 07
Jes wrote some phrases....time pass u c
1) A line that is drawn between friendship and relationship has no dimension if even one of them does not know the geometry of emotions.
2) Life for me has been so kind, always being so mysterious, leaving everything for me to explore.
3) Love, can never be expressed when there is fear of denial and can never be felt when there is fear of self-denial/prudence/caution.
4) An emotional person is successful in the ever lasting phase of life called RELATIONS.
Jes wrote some phrases....time pass u c
1) A line that is drawn between friendship and relationship has no dimension if even one of them does not know the geometry of emotions.
2) Life for me has been so kind, always being so mysterious, leaving everything for me to explore.
3) Love, can never be expressed when there is fear of denial and can never be felt when there is fear of self-denial/prudence/caution.
4) An emotional person is successful in the ever lasting phase of life called RELATIONS.
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