lets c !!!!!!!!!

29th JUNE

Hey...jes felt like writing while reading the retail article...I have a presentation on wed..n I really wnt it to be gr8..this is one class I njoy attending,,strange na..classes n njoyment and tht too me :-) newys..listening to music aftr a long time wid my headphones..Aatif..kuch iss tarah...Awwwwwesome....

Dnt knw feeling bit awkward rite now..thr r some songs tht have a story..I knw I m sounding weird but they actually do.There are so many relations that change wid time..though you dnt wnt them to....but it jes happens..I m lucky to have atleast one relation that I knw will never change..wht ever happens...n thts Kriti n Me...I really miss her..she is one person who knows me in n out. There are times when I jes wnt sumone to be thr wid me..to understand me widout...... me sayin anything....though she is not tht mature..bt she actually cares for me..... I knw tht.
There are times wen i feel so very lonely...n thr is a pblm wid me...i cnt express my self wen I m upset..I jes cant...n thts the time wen I miss her d most. Even in front of her I never used to mention any reasons...but she was after my life...until n unless I tell her... she will keep bothering me through those stupid questions of hers. Actually she knows hw to get things out of me :-) Thank you God for giving me atleast one person whom I can trust blindly...Though I cnt write how I feel when I don't have neone to talk to..when I want her to be thr for me..coz she is the one who knows every bit of my life..those days when I was really tryin hard to stay happy...I still remember we use to jes sit quietly in our college garden for hours..she jes sitting beside me..saying nothing at all but still making me feel that "Amisha everything happens for good"...This was her pet Dailogue..coz in my case everything needed an explanation...Y Did it actually happen????? :-)

Well here at ICFAI things no doubt have taken a smooth swivel....n I was actually able to shroud many things tht were required.... in the nick of time. and I guess things are not that bad...infact better than wht I thought. I have made frenz..quite a lot of them...but still...dnt knw....

Things change so suddenly that you can never be sure of anything. Some things are so deeply instilled that I am really skeptical that...... will I be able to live upto the expectations of all...this is the time when I dont knw tht shud I be tizzy about the happenings or shud I be the way I am....Dad is really sweet I knw but I am a kind of person who cnt say No for anything so easily to my Pops.....n on the othr side of d coin Kriti is so excited about the happenings..nd she actually wants something to happen in near future...coz she thinks that the sooner I adapt the new things the better it is...she wants me to jes live in present..she is absolutely rite but I knw that once I have made up my mind I can stay wid it...but I knw she cares...lets c...I am actually nervous...Well shud I find one ????? :-) thrs one thing for sure I hv lost the decision power wen tht matter is concern....so its better to wait n watch....
Ya yestrday only one of my freind ws so shocked to know that I dnt have a boyfriend.....the expressions were AAAMazing!!!!!! she actually asked me thrice....asked me y am I always on phone then? Y I Have'nt chosen sumone frm the campus..nd I ws actually smiling...do I give an impression of having a boyfriend????? dnt know...well ppl do call me a person wid BIG Attitude....gud for me... :-)..n thy actually keep guessing things...its funny at times

Hey Princy di called today..she ws missing me...n even I wntd to talk to her since a week...but somehow it ws not happening....we talked for good 15-20 min....she is a sweet sis of mine...she actually share wid me each n evrything...be it nethin...n i knw she not even tell stuff to her elder sis...but to me...I njoy talkin to her...n she is getting married..I wish I can attend her marriage...n even..Pooja's marriage ....well well well...Marriages are in the environment...atleast for my near n dear ones.....gud gud...i love my family marriages...thy r anti depressant...dances..masti...hectic days....lovely...eh ehh...i knw gettin too excited..lets c hw many of them I miss n hw many I attend..
Also had a nice chat wid.. Swati di...touchwood..she is fine...n touchwood i have been blessed wid amzng cousins..thy all love me so much...chalo koi to hai..... :-) she too ws Missing me :-)
Was tryin to send some msgs thru IP...bt jes not wrkin...irritating....shud stop tryin now...newys wntd to write more..bt guess its enough for the day...hopefully i write better nxt time...I seriously dont knw..wht hs happened to my writin skill...kriti hoti thi tab hum dono likhte the....
I hope I'll improve...
Dinner time now...n a movie may be....chalo den cya.....wish to write again ...n no doubt better than dis...plz God...